
I'm Valerie. I carried on the
paternal family tradition of having a hemorrhagic stroke at an early
age — me at 45. Suddenly, I was retired. Due to surviving a near
fatal truck wreck, I'm a card
carrying member of
the Traumatic Brain Injury Club. This makes stroke recovery all the
more interesting! From all this, I've come to earn to do the
opposite of what neurology "experts" direct me to do and NOT take
the pricey medication they prescribe.
Life goes on and as a result of physical
rehabilitation not going well — as advised — I discovered that if I
Sally Forth and do what I used to do around the house, I'm using my
limbs as I need to. Much like my alter egos at odds with each other,
I have to re-calibrate my thinking and doing endeavors by evenly
matching that of my opponent.
As I learned in citizen's police training —
always match force to my opponent's force. If they use a knife, I
use a knife. They use a gun, I use a gun and so on.... While I'm a
firm believer in overkill, I have to restrain myself to match wits,
so to speak.
Where I see us heading into the end times,
I have to prepare myself — mentally and physically — and probably NOT
be evenly matched. To the best of my ability, I'll utilize overkill
and light the fuse at any time.... Who's with me???With all of my
newfound free time, I did a lot of stroke recovery documenting in
addition to learning to appreciate arts and crafts like never
before. I will be documenting my crafting adventures and sell
customized items when I get back into it from the craziness of
moving. This is also where I learned to like coffee. With reduced
caffeine so I wouldn't stroke out again from high blood pressure and
work stress....
With all of my new found free time, I did a lot of stroke recovery
documenting in addition to learning to appreciate arts and crafts
like never before — hence BlueCoyote GraphX —
where I document my crafting adventures and sell customized items.
This is also where I learned to like coffee. With reduced caffeine
so I wouldn't stroke out again from high blood pressure and work
stress....
The PossumZombie was an
unexpected rival to my alter ego, the HitBunny.
It's also a very animated version of myself that has the energy to
take on struggles I face each day in my stroke recovery AND in the
political strife I have to confront however I do whereas the
HitBunny is more like a sniper — you won't see it coming or going.
Think Spy vs Spy....
For all intents and purposes, this
site is now the umbrella to the other websites I spend my time on as
a result of my career in IT and web design. I was in IT at the
digital calendar switch of 1999 to 2000. To those not yet born —
nothing catastrophic happened. I still find ways to use my old
programming skills with new technology cos I'm still a lazy nerd
these days. While I'm also still a photographer and dog mom at
heart, I don't photograph near as much
as I used to and our pack of northern breed dogs is
sadly thinning. That's where my web designing plays an important
factor — I'm still in the game in various respects. I have enough to
keep me physically and mentally engaged with what I do in my "free"
time.
I'm also a survivor of a near fatal truck
wreck and a hemorrhagic stroke. Now with a lot of said free time
(forced into an early retirement time...) on my hands, this is where
BlueCoyote comes into play — It's where I use arts
and crafts as my occupational therapy. And a place to escape the
political turbulence....
I call this section "shenanigans" cos
this is where the new and / or goofy stuff goes for now. The
"zombie" element in all of this started with the political
shit-throwing. As a God-fearing constitutional conservative,
he current political weather and the proverbial
mountain I chose / choose to stand and / or die on — and what's
trying to do to me. While I'll acknowledge the fact I'm weathering
the storm at the amusement of what I'm finding online in various
forms of social media and conservative news sites, I chose not to
link any of these sites to me — at this time. Should I get "vocal"
about any of it and include my perspective, trust anything I post
will be lain with sarcasm cos that's how I roll....
I
was never a
coffee drinker until after the stroke so I had to learn
what coffee I liked and where to get it and how I liked I it. I
definitely prefer a medium Arabica roast. With cream? Sugar? Irish
cream?... Somewhere along the line I learned to loooove Bulletproof coffee! As it
turns out, I don't like their fancy price or taste so I used Camberlain
Coffee until they made it clear they are clearly liberals.
In serious caffeine moderation, I decided I prefer the taste of Death Wish coffee and a
few other brands such as Peets,
Chamberlain Coffee, Black Rifle Coffee Company,
Global Roast Coffee and Flavor
Fantasies.
It wasn't until after I read this article that I learned to fully
appreciate the physical affects of Bulletproof coffee:
What It's Like To Drink Bulletproof
Coffee Every Morning For Two Weeks.
"Bulletproof Coffee" became "Bulletproof Latte". How to assemble
my Bulletproof Latte is easy now after plenty of practice. With
one usable hand and the other for counter balance, it requires
everything to be an assembly line. Seems "easy and rational"
but....
When I'm seen drinking out of one of these custom Yeti tumblers,
please understand how committed and / or crazy I am to the cause
to help forward my efforts in remaining focused on that particular
project. The websites I have for RabidJackal, HitBunny,
PossumZombie, BlueCoyote and OrionEngnr
are secured for a good long time after I lost hitbunny.com
as it was up for renewal at a time I just wasn't using the domain
Hitbunny.com name after it lapsed and while I was
recovering from a serious stroke, some pencil weenie named Matthew Klein with DropCatch.com 887
LLC came in and swiped it for "simple to spell
and remember" words. It's for sale at $ 1,228.00. He can keep it.
I settled on keeping hitbunny.site and hitbunny.me.
Next in line.... While recovering from my health
shenanigans, I keep busy with Alusky / husky dog grooming and
website building as I used to do — by hand. That means knowing how
to code and program. It may not be what I went to programing
school for but it's what I do. To keep up with technology, I
figured out which language I preferred. I'm middle aged and
programming for my own amusement. I found website CSS being the
easiest and best for this disabled 50+ year old! Long live
W3Schools for teaching me all I need to
know at this time for my websites.
Keeping my brain engaged (and amused) after my stroke on top of a
Traumatic Brain Injury is not easy: consider it engaging your
enemy combatant in a small-scale physiological war against
yourself. Your enemy is in your head and can read your thoughts.
You don't know if you're losing your mind or overcoming fears in a
good or bad way. So stay focused and pick a direction to amuse
myself with, even if it's that conundrum of a briar patch....
Next in
my dossier is the importance of Alusky (husky x
malamute) grooming! While our dogs have their own website, I'm
sharing a little bit here to add to the mix of why I feel like a
zombie of sorts. And here is where I reinforce my need for
caffeine — In my RabidJackal
tumbler!
Grooming double coated northern breed dogs — in Texas — is not to
be taken lightly.